Ouch!

Just now, my very sweet 7 year old came to me after a half hour of flipping through old photo albums and asked, "Don't you have any pictures of me when I was a baby?" and my heart was ripped from my chest and stomped upon...

"Yes, we have baby pictures of you. They are packed up and I'll pull them out for you tomorrow."

My husband and I were most certainly living the moments more than documenting them back then because his mother had died shortly before I became pregnant. I hope what I have will be enough...I hope one day to explain the reality and have it be understood...so much love and enjoyment and just not wanting to waste a second of it...