Confession #2

My children don't know that they had a new baby sibling on the way. They don't know that I lost that baby a little over a month ago. I want to tell them so they understand why mommy is off her game, but I don't want to tell them because I also don't want them to be upset about it. I know I can't have both and I don't know which one will do more harm. This is one of those dilemmas where you know the mommy guilt is going to get you either way, but it sure would be nice to have a crystal ball to help make the decision.